When We First Felt It...

To continue.. when Aisy was 5 months plus, I felt something on his left chest but I ignored it as I thought it was just his nipple.Then bila kitaorg went for a trip to Port Dickson, my hubby was carrying Aisy and walking on the beach when he suddenly asked me what is on Aisy’s left chest?? I cakap, ohh, tuh nipple dia jer.. Then hubby macam tak puas hati.. he said, are you sure?? So, bila dia dah concern macam tuh, as a mother, of course la segala panic attack datang bagai kan.. i Pun check and tengok betul2.. meremang bulu roma bila Nampak ada nodule (benda terbonjol) sebelah left nipple dia. I tell u, memang masa tuh, macam2 dalam pale otak nih.. mula la risau, depress, moody tak menentu.. hubby ckp, relax.. nanti lepas balik dari PD, kita bawak Aisy jumpa paed dia dekat Klang since memang dah tiba masa dia untuk injection 6 bulan.

Oklah, i pun tenangkan diri..istighfar.. telling myself mungkin takde menda lah kot.. so i start googling about lumps at nipples kat my iphone.. rupanya banyak haaa findings.. majority of the findings mengatakan benda nodule tuh sangat normal n common. Benda tuh sebenarnya hormone estrogen ibu yang masuk ke baby masa baby dalam perut and mmg ramai baby yang mengalami benda tuh.. and lama2 benda tuh akan hilang dengan sendiri, kita takleh usik atau tekan2 sebab takut benda tuh jadi merah2.. something like that la.. itu ape yg i ingat from my internet findings. So hati pun lagilah tenang, senang dan mata tak lagi bergenang.. so enjoy the rest of our stay in ancasa PD.. Aisy memang seronok sakan laa sebab dua hari berturut2 swimming.. and for your info, he loves swimming.. maybe because i banyak swimming masa ngandungkan dia kot.. tapi dia memang suka la sebab kitaorg akan letak pelampung yang kat leher tuh, and biar dia swim sendiri.. gagah sangat, n sungguh2 dia flap his hands nak swim.. huhu..

Few days after that, kitaorg pun dah settle down at home.. then on friday or saturday kot tak silap i.. we brought him to the paed for his 6 months vaccination which was in May 2013. When the doctor called us in, dia check Aisy punya berat, it was 8.1kg.. So we alerted the doctor about the lump at his chest.. The doctor pun check, he said it could be nothing lah, dia suruh kitaorg observe jer kalau2 benda tuh membesar or something. And so, kitaorg pun balik umah.. semuanya continue macam biase but of course la tiap2 kali mandikan Aisy or lap dia, mesti belek2 lump dia tuh.. nak tgk sama ada membesar ke tidak.. tapi kalau tekan2 or main2 benda tuh, Aisy muka relax jer, xde perasaan pun.. plus benda tuh bila kita pegang, dia mcm lari2.. so oklah.. life goes on..for now..