Birthday boy's oncology check up & ultrasound

Salaam n hello ualls... Guess what?? It's Aisy's birthday today!! Hihihi im sure im more excited than he is hahah we had a small intimate birthday party last weekend for him.. But today, is his appointment with the oncologist n also ultrasound scan.. However cheerful we are today.. Dr said the ultrasound showed an increase in the size of the tumour (again)... So i dunno whether to rely on it or not.. Sbb harituh pun camtu gak kan.. So Dr pun ckp, tunggu jelah MRI next month mcm mane.. Since 1st december is appointment MRI dia. So we'll see how..lets pray n hope this birthday boy gets to celebrate many2 more birthdays insyaallah .. 

He is a happy boy today singing birthday songs all day long hahahha .. Nak bgtau org hari ni birthday dia la tewww hahahah

And on his 3rd birthday, thought i'd share this poem i made for him..

Aisy sayang.. This is for u..

To my Little Fighter on his 3rd Birthday

 

3rd November 2012, was the day u were born,

1001 feelings juggled inside me,

To keep you safe, to myself I had sworn,

No harm would come to you, I’d guarantee.

 

But God had His own better plan,

I was shattered to pieces when they told me,

Hoping that they were wrong scan after scan,

And finally I accepted of what was meant to be.

 

You are my one & only, my baby,

They poked, cut and poisoned you,

And I watched as you grow weary,

All I could do was wipe my tears & your vomit on my shoe.

 

I’m glad those heartbreaking days are over,

Although I still worry everyday if “it” were to come back,

But for now, I’m enjoying my days with my lil survivor,

And I thank God everyday for cutting me some slack.

 

They said 5 years.

And now you’re 3.

Can’t afford to hold back the tears.

Knowing that you’re still with me.

 

- Written by Nina Ghouse, for my son, Aisy Ezkandar, Neuroblastoma Cancer Stage Four survivor.