Last Chemo Cycle for the First Protocol

26th September 2013.. aisy admitted for 4th cycle.. tuh yg busy tuh, sbb bwk aisy untuk chemo.. huhu..so, doctor kata ni last cycle untuk first protocol dia.. after this, nak kena buat ct scan, nak tgk kalau cell2 tuh dah clear atau masih ade.. kalau ade lagi (naudzubillah)..kena la sambung dua cycle lagi tapi dengan chemo drugs yang lain daripada yg biase nie.. hmm.. risau jugak dgr..  tapi kalau cell cancer dah takde (amin).. Aisy Ezkandar cancer free!! (amin).. insyaallah.. doa doa doa doa doa doa....

So routine seperti biasa.. masuk line kat chemo port.. first day aisy okay lagi.. tapi badan panas sikit.. temperature tak kurang dari 37.0.. mesti 37.0 ke atas.. risaunya kalau dia demam.. takut kena infection ke ape.. plus kali ni dia lain sikit.. mungkin sebab dia dah nak umur setahun kan.. one more month to go.. so usually doctor kata side effects on children below one yrs old tak seberapa sgt compared dgn one year old ke atas.. so maybe bcoz lagi sebulan aisy will be one year old..kelakuan dia mmg lain.. dia jadi macam lagi aggressive.. i mmg jadi punching bag dial ah.. dia hantuk pale dia kat muka i..dia cakar i.. tampar i.. tarik rambut i.. which he usually doesn’t do lah.. so mmg this has been warned before.. patients going through chemo can sometimes act differently or badly.. mula2 mmg i upset lah tgk dia mcm ni.. tapi lama2 pasrah jelah.. nak marah pun takde guna.. budak lagi..

He also wakes up early in the morning and doesn’t sleep sampailah petang..bangun kul 530am.. petang baru nak tido..itu pun tido 30minutes jer.. hadoiii..i lah yg pening..huhuh..

And this time.. dua kali line putus.. tapi nasib baik line drip jer.. haihh.. also since i dah complain to doctor about aisy punya rashes after chemo.. doctor prescribe aisy an allergy medicine before start every chemo.. and Alhamdulillah.. after dah habis chemo.. allergy dia takde..and it helps him sleep.. so it is so much better for him to sleep through chemo sbb dia takkan gerak banyak, takut line putus masa chemo kan.. so sgt la lega..

So allergy takde...cuma dia kena gigit nyamuk on the last night, so reaction badan dia towards the gigitan tuh is not good.. so the benjot gigitan nyamuk tuh evolve to be something nastier.. slalu bila kena gigit nyamuk.. benjot n merah je kan... nih dia akan mula2 benjot n merah.. pastuh benjot jadi lagi besar.. and then the benjot akan macam ade air.. and now jadi small biji2 and merah... doctor pernah bagi cream fobian to put on these thingys..but since its quite near to his eyes.. i risau dia gosok2 and masuk mata pulak.. so i just put minyak biase jer..n hope it will clear away.. lupa plak nak amik gambar benda tuh..

Alhamdulillah after three days chemo selesai... sunday morning.. cabut line.. and pulang!! Doctor gave us the date 21st October 2013 for his ct scan and 20th November 2013 to discuss the results and what to do next.. so i guess i wont be having a lot more entries for the time being.. maybe i can update about aisy’s progress jelah..

Dear readers,

Please pray so that my boy no longer need any more chemo.. supaya dia cancer-free for life..dan membesar dengan sihat dan menjadi anak yg soleh.. amin..