Neurosurgery Clinic Appointment

Yesterday was Aisy’s appointment with the neurosurgeon.. the neurosurgery clinic was at a new building..cantik jugak lah.. we arrived around 8.45am.. appointment kul 9.00am.. carik parking at the kat dlm building.. Alhamdulillah adelah spot.. tapi illegal.. ade org warning kata jgn park sbb nnt kena clamp..tapi sbb dah penuh parking, nak buat camne? And ramai yg park illegally.. takpelah..tawakal jelah..

So we reached the neurosurgery clinic at level 5.. gave aisy’s name..pastuh tunggu.. we waited for almost four hours.. haihhh.. dengan aisy jalan sana jalan sini.. jatuh terlentang..terhantuk kepala..nangis jerit2.. taknak susu.. haihhh.. sabor jelah heheheh

Finally.. about 12.40pm, we were called in.. so doctor saw Aisy.. tengok kaki dia..tengok cara dia berjalan semua okay Alhamdulillah..

Doctor went thru his CT scan.. he said as what the oncologist said lah, ade penetration to the spinal cord.. so he wants to do another MRI next month because the last MRI buat masa 9 July 2013.. dah lama dah..before surgery.. he said if MRI shows its okay, then takyah lah surgery, but if MRI shows its still there, then most prolly they want to proceed with surgery.. he actually explained the surgery quite in details..and graphic as well.. he showed us pictures of surgeries yang pernah dibuat.. Allahhh.. dia kata spine tuh dia akan bukak and kaypak ke belakang untuk buat surgery pada the layer beneath.. rasa mcm nak pengsan je tengok benda2 mcm ni.. then imagining it done unto Aisy..trus rasa cam nak mati... Allahuakhbar..i don’t want to share the pictures here coz its too gruesome to see..and not advisable for viewing..

But the thing is he said.. if surgery.. its either it will be successful, or if dia tengok tumour tuh dah melekat pada spinal cord, he wont do anything and juz close it back.. boleh? Or..if the brain punya sambungan thingy (sorry tak ingat nama) leaking or bocor, it can lead to massive infection and brain damage.. or.. u know what lah.. wow... and we as parents are supposed to decide this kind of things la kan.. antara hidup and mati... Ya Allah please guide us..

So okay.. after about 40 minutes of consultation.. he said his clinic will call to confirm the MRI date.. and new procedure, nak MRI or do any scanning, kena admitted a day before.. haiyooo... bohsannyerr.. takpelah..Aisy punya pasal.. so ape2 pun.. we have to wait till the MRI results comes out lah..which i think maybe end of January or early February.. but we will be doing an ultrasound this coming 2nd January 2013..also meet up with the oncologist for further discussion.. wish us luck and please pray for Aisy’s well-being!.. Thank you..